The sexuality of my duality....

Duality. D, U, A, L, I , T, Y. Duality.

Feel like your at a spelling be?

It's funny how a simple comment can become a deep thought! I was joking with Jennifer the other day about "The Sexuality of my Duality." What?!?!?

I was referring to the fact that I'm a "Good" guy, but still have just enough "Bad" in me to keep it interesting. She thought it was funny, phoned our poor friend Rachel in the middle of the night (sorry Rach.... Jen doesn't know how to convert to GMT!) and made fun of my comment. :) The concept of Duality just staid on my mind. Duality...Duality of all the ways to describe myself why choose Duality? Do I have multiple personality disorder? No...well...not officially anyway :)

I love to learn, reading incessantly on any and every topic I can find, and yet I was kicked out of school.

I have a dislike of people in general and yet surround myself with friends.

I love to be in the sun yet work at night.

I'm afraid of heights yet love to rock climb.

I've always hated to fly and yet went out and got a pilots license.

I feel most at home roughing it in the woods and yet have a job and life based totally on technology.

I'm frighted by the power that religions hold over people yet struggle to find its place in my life.

I can read sheet music but can't play an instrument.

Need I go on? There's far more (truly deep stuff) that I wouldn't even think of putting down on paper....err....screen....err....you know what I mean.

My life is so many things at opposite ends of the spectrum all at the same time. Not flip flopping back and forth like some bi-polar nut job but more like high and low notes, sharps and flats all coming together to make the symphony that is my life.

Duality.